Does anyone know what it’s like to be in pain?
Is it some kind of unrest that happens inside?
Does it feel like someone sawing you into million pieces?
Is it like you are being crushed under a mountain?
Is it when you are alive yet you cannot breathe?
What is it?
What is it like?
I can sense a huge crater pulling me inside.
I can feel the lava
Burning me alive.
I can see the inevitable
Wanting to embrace me,
But I’m not ready to leave yet.
No, no,
Not just yet.
There’s so much light I want to see -
So many colors I want to live -
So many dreams I want to chase.
Will someone help me?
Will someone give me some strength?
I want to fight it all -
I feel the urge to.
But the vacuum is sucking me in!
The lava is catching up with me.
The more I want to live,
The more I get sucked in -
To the land of filth, pain and darkness.
The more I want to smile,
The more tears roll down.
Am I the only one who needs to go through so much pain?
Have I been destined to carry everyone’s pain on their behalf?
Can no one share it with me?
I want to break free from everything,
Yet I fear loneliness.
I don’t want to be lonely,
Yet I don’t want to be with anyone.
I want to be with someone
Yet no one is around.
I’m all alone
Yet there is a crowd around me.
I want to breathe
Yet there is no oxygen.
I want to be out in the open,
Yet I don’t want to step out of my cocoon.
I want to come out of the cocoon
Yet I am frightened of the world.
I want to leave it all,
Yet I want to live.
When I want happiness
I have to beg,
But when it comes to pain
I’m blessed with abundance.
All that I’m able to feel
Are hoards of pain!
Always catching up.
Not letting me out of sight
Lest I miss any of it!
Happiness is like an illusion
Peeps at me -
In case I get even a whiff of it
It absolutely disappears,
Lest I smile!
Tears are synonymous with my life
Pain is all I was born to feel
Hurt is all that I must go through
So that life rocks for you.
Saturday, January 5, 2008
“It’s one of those days when everything goes wrong”
It’s one of those days when everything goes wrong.
I woke up late
I missed my train,
I hurt my foot
Got wet in the rain.
My phone conked off
The PC’s crashed down,
My boss scoffed at my face
Like an irritating clown.
The roof’s coming down
On my head it seems
“The only way out
Is THAT phone call” - I scream!
To my good fortune
He gives me a call
But didn’t I tell you
It’s one of those days when everything goes wrong?
He is not in himself
Coz his pen-drive is lost
He is in trouble
His hard work’s gone for a toss
His boss is on his head
Asking him to comply
To get his act together
It’s either do or die
He goes in for a meeting
Greets all with a smile
He reaches for his laptop
And heaves a heavy sigh
Will this day come to an end
Or is there more in store?
As the thought crossed his mind
There came a lot more
His wallet is missing
This had to be the last straw
The deal that’s been dealt
Is a tad too raw
So you see my friend
This ain’t exactly a love song
I told you remember
It’s one of those days when everything goes wrong!
I woke up late
I missed my train,
I hurt my foot
Got wet in the rain.
My phone conked off
The PC’s crashed down,
My boss scoffed at my face
Like an irritating clown.
The roof’s coming down
On my head it seems
“The only way out
Is THAT phone call” - I scream!
To my good fortune
He gives me a call
But didn’t I tell you
It’s one of those days when everything goes wrong?
He is not in himself
Coz his pen-drive is lost
He is in trouble
His hard work’s gone for a toss
His boss is on his head
Asking him to comply
To get his act together
It’s either do or die
He goes in for a meeting
Greets all with a smile
He reaches for his laptop
And heaves a heavy sigh
Will this day come to an end
Or is there more in store?
As the thought crossed his mind
There came a lot more
His wallet is missing
This had to be the last straw
The deal that’s been dealt
Is a tad too raw
So you see my friend
This ain’t exactly a love song
I told you remember
It’s one of those days when everything goes wrong!
Loving You Is Living Life
I wake up early morning
The sun is shining bright,
My room is shimmering
With a gleaming ray of light.
A cheerful day for all
Though I can’t say the same for me,
My sun is yet to rise
To enliven the day for me.
“Good morning baby” – a message comes,
Suddenly on my phone
Now I feel revitalized
My sun has finally shone.
The world is full of hustle bustle
Half the day has passed,
Sitting on the sea shore
I can see the distant mast.
Of the ship that started to sail away
Hours ago from here,
Now it’s in the middle of the sea
About to disappear.
A flock of birds are flying home
Chirping away too –
Just then a message comes
Asking me – “ Wat you do? “
I scream out to the flock of birds
“ Hey wait for me!
I want to fly away with you
To the land of possibility “
The possibility to be with
The only living soul,
Who makes a difference to my being
My existence on the whole.
The moon is up, the night is young
The sea breeze tranquil,
The day has finally come to an end
The world is turning still.
I however feel restless
Leaving me wondering why,
My phone right then receives a message
“ Darling, wish you good night! “
I suddenly feel peace
Calming down my life,
I love you is too small a phrase
When actually you are my life!
Loving you is living life
I say that again and again –
May we conquer all the peace
And say good-bye to all the pain.
Had written this for a special someone who I'll never be able to forget!
The sun is shining bright,
My room is shimmering
With a gleaming ray of light.
A cheerful day for all
Though I can’t say the same for me,
My sun is yet to rise
To enliven the day for me.
“Good morning baby” – a message comes,
Suddenly on my phone
Now I feel revitalized
My sun has finally shone.
The world is full of hustle bustle
Half the day has passed,
Sitting on the sea shore
I can see the distant mast.
Of the ship that started to sail away
Hours ago from here,
Now it’s in the middle of the sea
About to disappear.
A flock of birds are flying home
Chirping away too –
Just then a message comes
Asking me – “ Wat you do? “
I scream out to the flock of birds
“ Hey wait for me!
I want to fly away with you
To the land of possibility “
The possibility to be with
The only living soul,
Who makes a difference to my being
My existence on the whole.
The moon is up, the night is young
The sea breeze tranquil,
The day has finally come to an end
The world is turning still.
I however feel restless
Leaving me wondering why,
My phone right then receives a message
“ Darling, wish you good night! “
I suddenly feel peace
Calming down my life,
I love you is too small a phrase
When actually you are my life!
Loving you is living life
I say that again and again –
May we conquer all the peace
And say good-bye to all the pain.
Had written this for a special someone who I'll never be able to forget!
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